My desire to be a housewife comes from my desire to....
ENJOY THE SUN. I will admit that I am one of those women who walks outside with sunglasses in hand and immediately covers my eyes from the harsh brightness of the sun. Especially during the winter months when I was working full time. There were days when the sun and I had little interaction with one another. From this growing seperation, when I do see the sun, he and I refuse to spend quality time with one another (mostly on my part). Who? Me? Stand outside and be tortured by his violent rays? Absolutely not! I undeniably need him though. He gives me nutrients like Vitamin D and warms my skin. However, for me it's like laying in the bed in complete darkness and having someone come in and turn on the lights. Unwelcoming. A nuisance. Debilitating.
I miss the days of my youth when even though I was warned on several occassions not to, tried my best to stare at the sun. Nowadays, I can barely stare at the reflection of the sun in a puddle of water. It's sad, but true. I am convinced that if I am a stay-at-home mom and entreprenuer that my relationship with the sun will be strengthened and unbreakable. Oh, to the day when I will be daring enough to rebelliously stare at the sun again and leave my over-priced sunglasses in the house!
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